*sigh*

I've come to decide that JFK airport in New York is the worst airport ever....

Reasons:

No wifi unless you're in a crown club room
The business center consists of four pay phones, an atm, and a coin machine *are we at a car wash?
The TSA guy asked me to remove my jacket and then said, "oh, you're showing too much, put the jacket back on" .....I was wearing a white long sleeved shirt....WITH A BRA....for once :)
No one knows to stand on the right and walk on the left on the moving floor thingies...


Ugh, ok, so unless you're having a phone emergency, like I am, then this is no big deal.....

Bonus of JFK airport *this is me trying to be positive*

manicure lounge....although does not offer acrylic nails or pedicures :(
starbucks every 50 feet
decent choice in shopping and food *airport sushi restaurant*
no subway system like atlanta....i hate that thing!

The day has been saved only because...

crown club room includes free drinks
I managed to score a complementary drink on my delta flight
I'm flying direct to Atlanta
They have pick your own movie screens, which totally rock.


I'm really glad I invested my frequent flyer miles in Delta....but jeeze, it's been a crazy day.


I lost my phone...hopefully it's in Alex's car or in he and Paris's house....I'm worried that it's fallen out somewhere and I'm totally fucked and have to buy a new one....after this experience, I MUST buy phone insurance....it's so worth it for the Iphone....

I feel rather productive because I've somewhat quit smoking and have finished all my old auctions, so now I've launched new ones. I've decided I'm going to make a fetish site, but only sell stuff based on a clips for sale style, as opposed to reoccuring billing and constant updates.

Not that I don't love updating my site 5 times a week, but this will be based more on a fetish, rather than quality photography, elaborate sets, and hd video....not to say that it will not look nice, but be more of a side project, rather than a full time commitment....Knowing what I know now, it will probably make more than my site does! lol

*sigh*

I'm typing the rest of this blog in flight, so I'm hoping that when I land....in approx 54 mins, that I'll have good news that my phone has been recovered, so that I can unpucker my asshole....lol

I'm debating once I get home to go to Ace's for a second to grab a drink....probably a bad idea, but I'm going to be incredible bored until I have to pick my roomie up from the airport....which reminds me, how am I going to set an alarm, without my phone? ugh....I hate that I've become to dependant on a beautifully designed, touch screen, square of happiness....


I'm moving my trip to Tampa early April instead of early March....I think this is time for me to start building a savings again....yay!

I've picked out a few more sites I'd like to work with, and hopefully will get to be hired in the next few months.


I've also noticed that I have very prominent wrinkles in my neck....I'm not sure if it's excess body fat or early signs of aging. Our family does age quickly, but in weird places....I'm going to talk to a surgen about my options in a few months if it isn't extra weight that I should lose by then.....

1st post!

Huzzah! My first blog post for my random thoughts.....

I decided to make this blog to spare my webmaster of updating my site 5 times a week with blogs....I'll just let him worry about the sexy stuff! lol

Anyway, I'm not sure why, but writing for this is a lot easier than for my site. Perhaps it's because I'm not as concerned as being entertaining for others, and more about organizing my thoughts.

Well, this week, I'm addicted to Family Guy, traveling non stop, and dealing with insomnia....

I signed with an agency in LA, A List Talent, which seems to be promising for more mainstream work with HBO and Cinemax. They are a female run agency, which is really cool, and they usually book work with feature adult films as opposed to gonzo style stuff....

Isobel and I are planning some trips around the country, and we're doing LA Adult Con March 20-22nd. I'm excited, but scared. I hear some girls love it, and some hate it. I wonder if they'll care since I'm not a hardcore model. I guess we'll see! Promotion is promotion regardless....which means I have a crapton of stuff to order....

Checklist-
1. Isobel
2. stickers
3. vinyl banner
4. new prints
5. playboy
6. make dvds
7. order dvds from ptv
8. free flyers

I have a strange transvestite dude spamming me for my wardrobe...Everytime I try to sell it to him, as he requests, he disappears....strange...

I also have a dude bothering me about customs to talk about cars....which sounds cool, but he never sends money after I send the invoice, so now he's just bugging me because it's an email every other day....blah...

I've also come to realize that I can catch up on work, or sleep....and catching up on work is so much more productive....but it's bothering me that I look forward to sleeping on airplanes because the internet is cut off.....I'm drinking WAYYY too much coffee.

Oddly enough, spending two weeks in LA have helped me quit smoking, totally cold turkey. Now, if I can stay off the booze, I'll stay away from cigarettes.

I'm starting Alli again, which makes me happy that I don't do anal on film or in my personal life. Having anal leakage is really unsexy, especially on video....even if they cut if out, it WILL end up on the bloopers section....somewhere....

Ok, this blog has officially gotten gross....ummm....

BOOBIES!